It's God's Not Yours

If it is truly your life and your choice, then why are you confused, desperate and struggling? Why do you have so many questions with not so many answers?. 

The life we have which we claim to be ours is actually a gift given to us(humanity) by God, not that we should do as we wish with the gift but to use the gift as prescribed by the creator. 

The problem began when you thought it to be your life and not God's life.